i should probably join a gym since i have the most fascinating beer gut in all of bloomfield.

or i could just stop drinking.

nah, i just need to join a gym.

downstairs, my lovely neighbors have their tv on full blast and haven't take their garbage out in over 2 weeks. mind you, it is near 100 degrees in nj the past 2 days....

i want to go to sleep, but i'll just worry about nonsense. then the cat will start crying and i'll wake up.

i just want things to run smoothly. please, just give me some consistent solace. someone.