2002-04-09 - 3:11 a.m.
insomnia. again.
can you believe it?
and in the background is some movie with subtitiles
on ifc. im listening to the shins alot.
they rock.
im really trying to be happy, making a
deeply concerted effort and all, but its so
hard when you live in a cave in new brunswick
to appreciate it all.
everyone i talk to thinks im crazy or a screw up.
they might not say it, but im not an idiot.
i think all i really need is to go to sleep one night
with a warm body next to me and arms around me.
that might solve part of my ongoing depression
ok this is pretty boring. im going to really
try to go to bed now.
ta ta.
playlist:
the shins::new slang
bright eyes::perfect sonnet
discharge::a hell on earth